Well...

It's been a long time since I've come to this site... Damn near a year, in fact. A lot has changed. I don't even remember that well why I left in the first place... Well, I didn't really leave, there where no goodbyes... I kind of drifted away from it.

Frankly, I'm surprised people are still subscribed to my Deviations, or whatever. I'm sure everyone's forgotten about me by now, although it's nice to know some people still read my fanfiction every once in a while.

As I said, things have changed. I went through a difficult time in my life. My parents broke up just after Christmas, and I became depressed for a long time. And not just because of my parents either. There was a lot of emotional torment going on in my mind, and there was a time where I thought myself as worthless, less than nothing, an intangible ghost to the world. It was a dark time. To top it all off, a huge bought of unrequieted love hit me.

I don't know... Love is a strange thing. It sounds rather cliche, but it's true. It hurts. Of course, loving someone who doesn't love you back didn't help with my depression any. And the revelation of my own bisexuality didn't do any good, either. Not that I was ashamed of it or anything, only wary of other people's reactions.

Anyway, I'm much happier now. I don't really know how, but I pulled myself out of my depression, without anyone really realising I was depressed in the first place. I don't know how I did it, I guess it just happened.

Life is strange.

Anyway, I'd like to thank the people who still read my stories... Who knows? Maybe I'll write some more some time. I still love to write, but it's been a while since I've wrote fanfiction. Ah, well.

Thanks to anyone who reads this.

Josh